i’ve been invited for a interview/test for a video clip of a band from my city. i told my father i did not want to go and he got mad at me and called me a bitch, for the second time in the year. this is completely stupid. all the other things he told me just make wanna vomit all over his face. he says i deserve to be nothing, that i’ll never be able to have nothing in my life, that i’ll be nothing, just like that.
it’s not the case that i don’t want/wish i could be a model or something like that, i didn’t want to go ‘cause he was just interested in the money i would get from that. it makes sick. he’s been fired of his last work a few months ago and he did nothing since there to get another job. he just stays at home and tells shit to everyone who crosses his way. i’m tired of his shit. i just hate him more and more everyday.